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8/8/2008 BEIJING OLYMPIC OLYMPIC 2008
I MISS YOU CHINA
 我和你，心连心，同住地球村，为梦想，千里行，相会在北京。 来吧！朋友，伸出你的手，我和你，心连心，永远一家人。 You and Me From one world We are family Travel dream A thousand miles Meeting in Beijing Come together Put your hand in mine You and Me From one world We are family 8/6/2008 sth u'll never know6 Auguest 2008 天色暗了, 窗外不停地下着雨. 7/29/2008 excuse me23点的天空终于暗了下来. 夜色来的越来越快. 虽说是夏天, 但我已看见冬天的脚步来临.
Crystie的博客让我想起了这些年里亲人朋友的去世. 因为某种原因, 我爷爷去世前的好多年我几乎没有去看望过几次. 葬礼的那天, 我哭了好久. 那一刻我想起了他曾经对我的好. 过去的生活, 我习惯了用逞强去遗忘心中的温暖.习惯了去说我不在乎. 于是渐渐, 我失去了很多，也失去了自己. 也许因为如此, 才会有如此充满愧疚感的人生. season in the sun, 是我喜欢的第一首外语歌. 怀念那个被这首歌感动的过去. 一切都充满期待. 而如今, 什么都没有留下除了记忆. 但是还有什么是比活在回忆里更悲哀的? 曾经很喜欢抒情歌, 后来就偏爱用HIP-HOP来麻痹自己. 好多年前听着外语歌就期待有一天能逃离. 我想我离开的初衷是逃离. 昨日当我站在高处看着阳光洒在树林, 才发现原来即使只剩自己, 我依然没有拥有世界. Who said: alone but not lonely? 我曾多次许愿: 倘若能逃离, 我愿意放弃一切. 如今,我真的失去了很多很多原本珍惜的. 我终于得到了平静, 也拥有了空白. 但是, 好在无须再掩饰和假装. 也许这就是代价和获得. 7/21/2008 the whole monthSince i've red the last blog of sunny about her first month in the UK, i decide to write something as well. However, i havent found any words correct to write down, therefore some expression from the movie ' PARIS JE T'AIME' strikes me. They were in the last sotry about a lady from USA, she said something while she was sitting in a park. I can't find any words better than her words to describe what i feel recently. They are: 独自一个人坐在一个陌生的国家，
远离我的工作，和我认识的所有人。 突然有一种感觉涌上心头。 仿佛我想起了什么， 一些我从未知道，却一直在等待的事。 但我不知道那是什么， 也许是我已经遗忘的一些事， 或是我一生所错失的东西。 我只能告诉你们，在那一刻我感到喜忧参半。 但并非一种强烈的忧伤， 因为我感觉到自己活着， 是的，活着。 就是在那一刻，我感觉到自己爱上了巴黎， 同样也是在那一刻，我感觉到巴黎也爱上了我。 I feel wherever we were at, hometown or other places. Somewhere and somehow we would feel what she felt.
Most time it's difficult to express our feelings and also it's tough to distinguish happiness to sadness.
But that is a memeory, what we call it treasure. 7/16/2008 the first sleepless night in uk 英国失眠夜在这里失眠是奢侈的, 为过去悲伤更是不可理喻地浪费精力. 此刻我无耻地消耗着体力和时间. 朋友在线上问法式接吻是何物. 于是就聊到了法式浪漫. 就个人经历, 觉得法国人，至少现代法国人，喜欢把自己的浪漫文化渲染地神秘异域. 再看透些: 那所谓法式浪漫就是法国男人以温柔的方式去死皮赖脸，当他们要追一个女生的时候. 而做错事时又都以所谓爱情当作借口. 朋友又问: 法国男人让人比较不好抵挡吧? 答曰: 是爱情让人比较不好抵挡. 记忆里的那段故事继续戏弄着睡意. 某个浪漫的人,某个天涯海角,某年某月某日,某一次拥抱. 某一个告别, 某一次淡却. 某时某刻某个小小的问候, 以及某个精疲力竭的心动. somewhere, someday, somehow, some hugs and some heartbreaks. i hope after these all there'll be something new waitting in the someplace. 7/1/2008 say some things just ( the lake in my school )
There'r many kinds of little wildly animals in the campus, such as swan, rabit, squirrel, mandarin duck, duck, mew, crobie and other kinds of birds i know nothing about their names.
Now I've realized that the past had vanished like the wind and I feel grateful.
Here, the paticific place where everyone could get relief from.
It's all peaceful, such as the lake, and the breeze, and the rain, and even my heart.
i appricaite these greetings from friends, by texts or emails or msn.
I think that ' thanks ' is the word which tells anything.
THX 6/26/2008 随便说两句国外的生活让我发现原来什么人都靠不上除了自己.
Life here abroad makes me realize that never depend on anyone else but yourself 也发现不要轻易难过,不要轻易回忆, 更不要随意期待. Furthermore, not easily to feel miserable and not eaily to call yesterday back and even not easily to look forward to things uncertain. 6/25/2008 The lunch i made  These pics above were the lunch i made today. dont worry about me friends~~
everything here with me is going ok. I love the life here and unbelievable i've got relief.
wow i feel energetic~~ 6/23/2008 chambre avec vue 房间窗外的景
到达的第三天~~ 终于能上网了.
第二天去TESCO买了很多东西, 感叹没车的苦. 还好有2位好心的LOCAL MEN帮忙~~否则就连车站都走不到了.
做饭买了葡萄籽油才97PENCE. 伊卡路的洗发水才2.87POUND送护发素. 果酱,面包,意面都不贵~~
LONDON飞机一下来, 我就狂留鼻血~~HAHA 飞机上真的太干了.
昨天做了意面,色拉,吃了绿缇~~~ 不报流水帐了~~
我去做饭拉~~
9:46 pm i've finished my dinner and shower.
the sky now is as bright as it's aroound 5p.m in shanghai summer
which i made tonight:
  6/13/2008 路过回忆2008年6月12日清晨, 回到了记忆中的城市. 回顾了每一个曾经路过的地方, 一切都没有改变. 除了感觉. 第一站是灵隐寺. 香客依旧络绎不绝. 那些曾经让我们傻傻兴奋的法语路标, 也依旧存在. 只是你不在. 没有了你在身边唠叨着: je suis petit fatigue 我还是有些失落. 寺里, 我叩拜了每一尊神像, 暗许希望你去年许下的愿望都会实现. 中午在west lake旁的cafe里看着人来人往. 看着情人手牵手, 暗暗为他们祝福. 因为我也曾经那样的幸福. 坐在湖边回忆着过去每次来这个城市的心情, 不禁问自己下一次路过会是何时又会有谁在身边. 我想也许会是在冬季. 那断桥上的雪, 会是我下一站的期待. 等候动车组时收到了Mark的test messages. 身边的人问: 笑的这么开心?  6/8/2008 day breaks. today is another day.最近我的失眠越来越严重. 要走了,觉得心里空空的,没什么特别的感觉. 之前不明白为什么会如此这样, 这毕竟是我多年的梦想. 而今,我终于明白这是因为: 在这里我没有依恋， 而在那边我也没有期待. 我曾在神面前许愿：如果梦想成真，我愿意放弃关于感情的一切. 想要的实现了，有些东西也真的失去了. i get what i want, but i lose what i need. 心里有种歇斯底里的悲伤，不想去面对，却在夜深人静时肆意地增长. If time could return, what am i supposed to cherish? Is this all because of karma? 天亮了,睡意更远了. day breaks. today is another day. go go Julie. 6/5/2008 真烦！心情好烦, 不知道是否是得了轻微狂躁症。怎么都不顺心! 出去消磨leisure time, 嫌烦。在家，又嫌闷。心力交瘁外加精疲力尽。
要走了事情却有好多。很多很多不想发生的事在这一年陆续发生。一点喘息的机会都不留。而一些事还在陆续发生，可能直到离开。
我也常开导自己别总想着不好的事。但接二连三的发生，要不去想也实在很难吧。分手；考试；烫伤；朋友的不幸；以及最爱的亲人，虽然不是父母，那破裂的婚姻。烦得只想说plz leave me alone. 真的真的烦死了！
At this moment i feel myself strange. But that would be wonderful if i could shout out ' go to hell all fuckin things ' Damned! 6/3/2008 A friend's gone...One of my grade school classmates is gone. Actually to me she was not just a classmate, coz we were good friends. And some of those stories she told me are still clearly in my mind.
She thgouth that nothing was with value but her broken relationship at that time, therefore all was because of the affair betrayal. I suppose it must be very hard for her.
I do feel empty for that. But the shame is one day her misfortune will soon blow over. I know it will.
Goodbye my young brilliant friend in memeory.
 5/13/2008 God BlessGOD BLESS THOSE REFUGEES WHO ARE SUFFERING FROM EARTHQUAKE!
WE WILL OVERCOME! THE WORST PART WAS OVER! 5/12/2008 I WISH YOU LOVE' I wish you shelter from the storm, a cozy fire to keep you warm. But most of all, when snowflakes fall I wish you love.'
I might mention this song here before. Once again if you do not mind let's enjoy ' I wish you love ' together. This is my favorite version, which is by 小野リサ.
Here I wish you, someone i cared about, health and wealth; but more than these i wish you love. Moreover, to the person who is caring about me, I wish you love.
行程已定. 很想再去次那些有回忆的地方. 可是回忆它对我说不想被触碰.这三年,曾放弃了不该离开的, 得到了终究会别离的.
我怀念有一年的夏天，一场大雨把你留在我身边．我看着你被淋湿的发，还有那一片灿烂的笑脸. 你说我们会厮守到永远，而诺言终究没有实现. 如今世界改变不再是一片小小伞檐，爱是雨点落在昨天，我们在海角天边.
My world has not been in that rainy summer days anymore. And nothing is the same as it had been, even myself. However, the rain is still falling in my mind.
Rain, falling in my heart.
在一个不经意间才发现爱并不伤人, 伤人的只是那被完美化的回忆. 无论曾经多爱, 一切都会变淡. 一切正在变淡.只是那记忆中的雨依旧在下.
Rain, always falling in my heart.
I WISH YOU LOVE
 4/26/2008 2008/4/25 HAPPY IN THIS BIG FAMILY
MY FRIENS BROUGHT ME HAPPAINESS WHEN I WAS GETTING DOWN
GAVE ME SUPPORTS WHEN I HAD TROUBLES
WITH THEM I JUST SEE THE BRIGHT PART OF LIFE
AND BELIEVE IN THE BRILLIANT FUTURE
NOW WE SHOULD SAY GOOD BYE FOR AWHILE
WE ARE ABOUT TO STUDY IN DIFFERENT COUNTRIES RESPECTIVELY
BUT IT IS NOT AND WILL NEVER BE AN END
AT LAST, BEST WISHES TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS
 上传了部分照片，由于和JUDY那张我实在拍得太肥，而旁边那小妞又实在太美了。自惭形秽，就不上传拉。HAHA
4/21/2008 I am unable, i am not able.Release me, i dont know the way; What is the way that it should be? To free some memories from my memory or to avoid anyting involved the past? Even a familiar song, a place passed by and a piece of news. Thus, release me, there is no any ways. I know i am unable. |
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